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Why am I not allowed to forget you, while you’re out there replacing me with shiny new faces.
this made me cry
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My ultimate goal in life is to look as beautiful as this person
So once upon a time…. I decided that i needed to go that it was time for me to give up. I thought about how much i caused my mother pain…my sister pain…my sofi pain… and how much my grandmother would hate me because of my cutting. How much my dad hated me and how much i hated him.
I think the used said it best:
I’m lying to myself
And this dagger’s my excuse
I must abuse myself
I’m against all that I’ve made up
I was done letting people down. I went into the restroom,locked the door, i grabbed a razor and cut “down the street” as hard and deep as i could… 4 times in 4 separate places. The wounds seemed so quiet and calm i could see white flesh and it opened and closed like a fishes mouth… Then all of a sudden CHAOS! The blood rushed from the cuts and i just watched it … (as an artist I always enjoyed the rich red color of blood) i started feeling so cold and nauseous and lazy… the blood just poured into the toilet …
Cut yourself in conversation.
Cut a line to make me feel alive.
‘Cause you know I’m not alive.
And leave me with your complications.
Take your life, you feel like taking mine.
And meeting God, we stand in line.
Trust to take the right to leave me.
Waiting under dark clouds for the rain.
Praying lightning strikes a change.
As history gets lost,
And as I took that final breath I felt alive.
Meeting God to stand in line.
Suddenly it just hit me… Who would protect my mom and sister from my dads anger… who would love and comfort my Sofi … what would my grandmother think of me… as i literally took my final breath i felt like i wanted to live I tried to hold my arm tight but i the cuts were too long to hold… the blood wouldn’t stop… it just kept gushing out! No one was home so i couldnt really go out side and ask for help… so I DROPPED TO MY KNEES AND SAID WITH TEARS IN MY EYES ” Oh my god!! please help me! please i dont wanna die not yet… god please they need me..i swear i wont cut ever again please god please!!”
I know this is gonna sound dumb or made up but it just suddenly stopped… the wounds were still there but the blood just stopped… i can’t explain how it stopped the wounds were so deep…